from Sue to Dyn.

live. love. LAUGH.

2009-12-16T00:32:00.002+08:00

hey bloggie peepiolas!
apologies hundred and thousand times, for leaving you peepiolas alone with this dead blog of mine.
i'm updating today also due to a special request from my dearest sis, Ica! so here you go, love.
i know i've been missing for so long.
never meet you and never talk and all.
i'm truly sorry, sweetheart! :)
i'm currently busy with school, projects, work and events.
oh and taking care of your big brother! hahahaha.

okay so currently i'm up to learning the stupid song, "Deeper Conversation"
on a stupid guitar. I don't know how i'll be able to manage but i'll give my bestest okay?
and yep getting pretty nervous for the Talentime performance.
It's not really a competition for us, we, performers are helping each other.
It's on the 16th January, come down if you're free to support all performers :)

and next thanks to daddy!
my crashed lappie came back alived! heeeeeeee. so happy now!
assignments here and there.

next busy lyrics writing. hakim's way too talented to come up with lots of songs so I'm just helping out with the lyrics :D
i'll post up some songs soon aye!
okay that's it. toodles!

weeeeeeeee!!! bakery!

2009-11-12T05:47:00.001+08:00

OH awesome!

I'm officially into BAKERY! :D

*claps*

boring uhh?! wait till you see it! :)

behind the secret of a meeting.

2009-10-08T02:13:00.006+08:00

From which person have you learned most in your life?

Muhd. Khairuddin Bin Muhd. Kamil.

confidence, patience, responsible, caring, appreciative, maturity, out-spoken, strict, helpful, frank.

these are all the characters which i've cultivated from him.

from our turning to be 15th months relationship.

confidence - trust in him, when you do something have confidence.

patience - in waking him up last time.

responsible - his situation now, his responsibility is way too heavy for a 22 years old guy.

caring - he cares more for others than himself, such a self-less person.

appreciative - thankful for everything, it's good enough better than nothing, "roti prata makan jugak pe."

maturity - he never treats me like i'm 18. infact, he made me forget that i'm 18.

out-spoken, frank - "what? if you got something to say, say it out all, don't keep quiet now and send a long text later."

strict - a No means a No. no negotiating.

helpful - need i say more?

he,whom i love,God please don't take him away from me. I need him in my life, be it as a lover or a friend. just don't take him away from me.

and baby, take me in into you darkest hour

and I’ll never desert you because I’ll stand by you :)

and when you're standing at the crossroads and don't know which path to choose, let me come along cause even if you're wrong, I’ll stand by you :)

and nothing you confess, could make me love you less.

cause you simply mean a lot MORE!

tetito tirato tatool :)

2009-10-02T15:46:00.003+08:00

psssttt! exams are coming!

assignments done but not submitted. what the hell, Suaidah!

oh oh oh!

boyfie's going to KL tomorrow!

:) i want... haha! footprints! of yours.

LOL.

go there safely and come back in one piece ya!

love you so much baby! ;)

hmm...let see.

hey, i'm missing someone, nope.

infact, it's a whole package.

i'm missing boyfie's family.

very badly.

i've not meet them up yet for raya!

how sad :(

from Sue to Dyn.

2009-09-18T16:34:00.003+08:00

i've been in relationships before, but never have I felt this grateful and bliss.

you're one special someone whom i've met.

and you're someone whom i would love to keep.

taking him away, is like taking my brother, my best friend and my boyfriend away.

but, fate's already written and no one can change it.

so, Allah, semuanya ku serahkan kepadamu kerana diri ini sudah terlalu letih, hati ini sudah tidak lagi tabah dan kesabaran yang mengisi dadaku selama ini sudah kian pudar.

i'm one unlucky bastard who doesn't deserved to be happy.

so, let it burn.

fate is magic.

2009-09-08T10:07:00.003+08:00

Sari berita terkini, dunia dikejutkan dengan pertemuan di antara anak sulung Raja Kamil, Khairuddin, dan juga anak sulung Tengku Soib, Su'aidah. Ketika diwawancara, kedua-dua pihak tidak menafikan bahawa mereka sedang menjalin hubungan yang amat serius.

TET.
what was I thinking sia? haha. sorry lah sey.

Honestly, 7 September 2009, was the day which made me fall in love all over again with boyfie. communication + love = almost perfect relationship
there you got it. we spent almost 6 hours talking on the phone, about almost everything. the topic was wide.
and i have to admit this, i'm truly lucky to meet a guy like Muhd. Khairuddin Bin Muhd. Kamil. he's a best friend, a brother, and a boyfriend. even though, in relationships, things don't actually work out the way you wanted them to be, but if you really love each other, you should let all the good things cover up for the bad incidents. and never bother or listen to what others may say, because afterall only the both of you are feeling the love you're feeling.

While talking on the phone, my handphone died on me, I didn't manage to call boyfie back when I plugged in the charger because it's totally dead. It's 4.27a.m. I repeat, A.M. With no home phone, I had no choice but to wait for it to have sufficient amount of energy to make a call. roll roll roll. toss and turn. OKAY! time to call. It's 4.48 a.m.
"Baby, sorry! Battery flat!"
And guess what was boyfie doing?
He's at the S.A.M. (to those who kept saying S.A.M machine, please get a life, S.A.M = self-automated machine sia) topping up my prepaid.
"Ohh, I ingat prepaid you dah low."
GOODNESS!!! I was very shocked that i burst into tears.
Sue = Weak Heart
haha.
I mean like come on, frankly, if I'm a guy, if i was him, I WOULDN'T FREAKING CARE SIA! i mean, it's not like i don't love my girlfie, but it's already 4.27AM sia. it's not like there's no tomorrow. i would have assumed that her battery's flat and just leave her a message and go to sleep or wait for her to call back? but... wah... wa liu. miracle-ly, he didn't and actually took the effort to get dress and went down. gosh! boyfie, I LOVE YOU! =)
and all that talking, his maturity really shines. i'm so lucky to have him. Syukur Alhamdulilah :)
Allah, he's the one whom I want to be with now and forever. Amin!

p.s: boyfie, all that sleeping in the train, i was sleeping but i'm actually awared of your actions. i realized. =)

with lots of love,

2009-09-01T06:18:00.003+08:00

"baby..."

everytime i hear that from his mouth, my heart stops, drops and rolls.

like i've said before, he's the best boyfie ever.

Alhamdulilah, no matter how much we hate each other, we still love each other more.

no matter how much we find each other annoying, we still know we complete each other's life.

no matter how bad we fought, we made up better.

and even when the mouth says, "Go",

the heart says, "No".

And it shall remains that way, baby, it's our promise.

p.s: I'M SO LOVING BOYFIE's CAMERA! ~~i wish it was mine.~~

ohh man, come on! i'm just kidding. i'm a talented photographer, i deserved a dSLR =))
March is not going to be another thousand years, you know! haha.
why not all my readers dutch? i'm being very kind here. hello!
excuse me?!
or is there anyone out there who still owe me something?

hey! don't look away! i'm talking to YOU!

anemia insomniac.

2009-08-28T14:21:00.002+08:00

Pernicious anemia can cause sleep problems and many other diseases.

it's pretty complicating, how the pleasure of eating ice can cause a risk in your health.

from eating ice cubes it links to the lowering of your red blood cells causing it to be a disease called Anemia. and the lowering of red blood cells caused sleeping disorder which is called Insomnia. so, Anemia + Insomnia = Insommia? or Anenia? now, that's not the question. the question is,

HOW DO I PUT MYSELF TO SLEEP?

ohh, and thanks Shirin, paisei uhhh i slept on the phone.

apologies!

thanks for putting me to sleep soundly.

now, who shall be my next victim?

karya hasil Yasmin Ahmad

2009-08-26T14:43:00.003+08:00

karya-karya hasil YASMIN AHMAD.

Al - Fatehah

she's one good director.brilliant ideas.but why can't people simply accept and appreciate her talent?i wonder.

sesungguhnya....

2009-08-25T03:08:00.004+08:00

Sebenarnya hati ini cinta kepada Mu

Sebenarnya diri ini rindu kepada Mu

Tapi aku tidak mengerti

Mengapa cinta masih tak hadir

Tapi aku tidak mengerti

Mengapa rindu belum berbunga

Ku cuba menghulurkan

Sebuah hadiah kepada Mu

Tapi mungkin kerana isinya

Tidak sempurna tiada seriKu cuba menyiramnya

Ku cuba menyiramnya

Agar tumbuh dan berbunga

Tapi mungkin kerana airnya

Tidak sesegar telaga Kauthar

Sesungguhnya walau ku kutip

Semua permata di dasar lautan

Sesungguhnya walau ku siram

Dengan air hujan dari tujuh langit Mu

Namun cinta tak kan hadir

Namun rindu tak akan berbunga

Jika tidak mengharap rahmat Mu

Jika tidak menagih simpati

Pada Mu ya Allah

Tuhan hadiahkanlah kasih Mu kepadaku

Tuhan kurniakanlah rinduku kepada Mu

Moga ku tahuSyukur ku hanyalah milik Mu

the eyebrow dance.

2009-08-24T02:38:00.002+08:00

everyone lets do the eyebrow dance before we have our sahur!haha.hello, excuse me, i still have my sense of humour and crap-iola in me okay.i am not holy, it's just the month.the month's holy, so i'm following it. :)zhoquabuluqaulerr!

ibu, permata hatiku =)

2009-08-23T02:30:00.002+08:00

biar dicecah, biar dihina, biar dikeji, biar dicaci.

Ibuku tetap Ibuku.

tanpa beliau, siapalah diriku ini.

beliau sanggup bertarung nyawa untuk melahirkan seorang cahaya mata yang bernama

Nur Su'aidah Bte Soib.

she's the Mother who gave birth to me, she's the Mother who showers me, she's the Mother who loves me, she's the Mother who held my hands when I first came to life, she's the Mother who picks me up when I fell down, she's the Mother who carries me without feeling tired, she's the Mother who prays for my well-being, she's the Mother who feeds me all these while, she's the Mother who dresses me up, she's the Mother who educates me, she's the Mother who disciplines me, she's the Mother who brought me up, she's the Mother who cares about me, she's the Mother who worries about my whereabouts, she's the Mother who shed tears for me, she's the Mother who nags at me, she's MY MOTHER.

Ya Allah, hadiahkanlah kasihMu kepada seorang wanita yang cukup berharga bagi hambaMu ini kerana sesungguhnya jasa dan budi baik beliau tidak akan dapat ku balas sepanjang hayatku ini. Panjangkanlah juga umurnya. Amin Amin Ya Rabbal' Alamin.

p.s: Thank You Ibu, I'll buck myself up for you =) I'm sorry for all my wrongdoings, I know I've hurt you a lot. But you're always there for me. And thanks for your motivation and support. Love you lots! =))

Ramadhan is here!

2009-08-21T23:16:00.003+08:00

Syukur Alhamdulilah =)

We meet again this Ramadhan!

To all Muslim friends, Selamat Menjalani Ibadah Puasa!

Semoga Ramadhan ini membawa kebahagiaan yang lebih bererti disamping keluarga dan orang-orang yang tersayang dan semoga ia membawa berkat =))

InsyaAllah, kita akan berjumpa pada Raya nanti! Amin!

Puasa tau! Jangan ponteng-ponteng, nanti bahu kene conteng!

Jangan malas-malas, nanti pahala kene kebas!

Jangan hisap rokok, nanti susah terbatok-batok!

Assalamualaikum.

di saat ku memerlukan...

2009-08-17T21:42:00.002+08:00

eventhough i'm not always there for you, but you're always there for me.

why?

am I the right person whom you regard as your buah hati ulam jantung?

do i deserve all these?

when i did not pay much attention to you, as much as you did to me.

no matter how far we are from each other, you're always there.

always there for me, even if you didn't say so.

i knew that you'll always be.

the world's best Granny =)

semoga dipanjangkan umur, dan dimurahkan rezeki.

wahai Nenendaku, yang amat ku cintai selalu! =D

dan selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan! moga Ramadhan ini membawa berkat dan lebih bererti.

dan semoga kita dipanjangkan umur agar dapat ku cium tanganmu sekali lagi pada raya tahun ini =)

p.s: i'll be there with you this year to bake your pineapple tarts! =)

for you, i'll be a better person.

2009-08-14T22:49:00.003+08:00

never have i thought that my life would changed due to someone's presence.

for the situation now, i thank Allah for keeping me strong.

i've never thought that i can afford to be this strong despite the fact of having a hard time, initially, to accept the fact that life's tough and full of challenges.

Setiap hamba Allah tidak akan dapat lari daripada dugaan hidup.

life's ain't always beautiful, it's full of ups and downs. and the people who are brave enough to face and overcome life's challenges would definitely be a better person.

Ada Hikmah Di Sebalik Apa Yang Berlaku.

He made me came closer to Him.

He made me remember Him all the time.

He made me strong.

He made my life worth-while.

He made my life meaningful.

He made my life beautiful.

Ya Allah, tanpa engkau siapalah hambaMu yang lemah ini.

Seakan terhenti dengupan jantungku ketika menerima berita itu.

Nyawaku seolah-olah diragut, membiarkan jasadku rentung bersama masa yang berlalu begitu pantas.

Namun, semakin aku mendekatkan diri kepadaMu, semakin aku sedar bahawa hidup tidak semudah ini.

Malah dugaan yang Engkau timpakan kepadaku ini, tidaklah sedahsyat mana.

Lalu ku kumpul semangatku yang semakin membara dan bangkit semula menghadapi hidup dengan redha. =)

Baby, you'll get better in time. I'm sure, InsyaAllah.

Don't worry too much, remember what comes from Him will be cured by Him. =))

you got to be strong! stronger than I am!

and most important of all, I'll always love you!

and NEVER doubt that!

goodnight my dearest teddy and beloved readers.

Happy 13th Months, baby!

2009-08-13T00:52:00.003+08:00

these comes from the bottom of my heart.

dearest baby teddy,
i had such a great, well-worth time with you for these 13 months, and i hope it will last forever. with you, i'm up, i'm down, i'm even down-under. and even up-above. with you,i'm everything. i learnt so much things about myself, i understand myself better, i love myself more. and because i love myself more, thus, i love you more as well. because when i see me, i see you. deep down there, you're in me. you're the soul to my body, the beat to my heart and the song to my moves. and for all these while, i've been observing a lot of changes in you. the bad, the good and the better. i understand now that patience is the key to everything. when you love someone, but you hate his actions, you either keep it to yourself or tell him nicely, bear with it for a certain period of time and pray to Allah so that he'll change. the wait was worth-while =) you've developed into someone who's more loving, understanding and appreciative, with a lower level of temper =) Alhamdulilah. and me, i sure did learn a lot from you, i learnt to be more patient, appreciative, respectful of others, giving in and the real meaning of love. also, this; The further the distance, the stronger the love. <3 And baby, no matter what happened, trust me, i'll always be by your side, loving you like i'll always do. because, I love you for WHO YOU ARE and not what you are. all the memories of us together, was cherished and not forgotten. every single momente, from the day we chatted in the chatroom till the day i had so much fun with your family at your house. every single detail without miss. all captured in the camera of my mind. you mean the world to me and like i said, InsyaAllah, i hope to end my life as your friend, your lover, your wife and the mother of your kids. Amin. HAPPY 13TH MONNIVERSARY, BABY! I love you lots! =)) And with that, i'll like to end this with a short lil' poem for you:

Even though you're not feeling your best

With a little time, good care and rest-

It won't be long until the happy day

When you're feeling fine in every way.

bisikan sang bayu.

2009-08-10T04:15:00.006+08:00

angin bayu yang meniup kencang membelainya ke arah desiran ombak yang memukul pantai,

buat seketika, jiwanya terasa tenang sekali.

keindahan hidup tidak pernah sekali tercapai,

hanya tangisan dan rintihan yang membeku di hati.

apakah hidup ini bukan untuknya,

apakah hidup ini tidak tercipta indah.

benarkah dia tidak layak berbahagia,

benarkah hanya duka yang akan meliputinya.

sesekali terasa diri ingin berlari,

berlari sepuas hati, tanpa henti.

namun mengapa langkahnya sering terhenti,

masih setia disini, dia menanti.

menanti yang belum pasti.

faded footsteps.

2009-08-09T18:59:00.003+08:00

I've got proof that people changed.

No matter what you call them, friends, family or love.

The sincerity comes from the heart.

And it can simply be seen by simple actions.

Ever wanted to be a substitute?

People come to you only when they have no one else to go to.

People call you only when they have no one to talk to.

People cry on your shoulders when they have no one else to turn to.

But they're all gone when they've got something to do with someone else, and you're all left alone.

Ever felt the pain and the hurt of being a substitute?

So all that's left now are these empty frames.

And my footsteps will be fading away from most of the people's lives.

Don't be surprise if you're the selected one.

princess catnip came to play.

2009-08-09T04:47:00.002+08:00

Dearest Su'aidah,

Your blog template is complete! And I managed to complete it in less than 2 hours, so yayy! Hope you like it though, it was the best that I could come up with. Well.. it could be better la. I know the gif image seems a bit cacat (actually, a lot la) but I'm working on it so after si Joyah teaches me how to upload it into your template, let this be the stand in for the time being ok? Update la blog ini. Da ada blogskin baru kan, so must excited excited abit. Hehe. We'll meet up pretty soon, because somebody ajak us go watch hindi movies with him (entah semua ikot ke tak). Stop eating KFC please! Hehe.

Oh yes. And SURPRISE! Hehehe. Sayyaaannngg dia. Muacks!

With love,
Jann. :)

ps: Oh! Your old template is still with me, just in case!

full of gases.

2009-07-28T00:50:00.001+08:00

~~Symptom: Pain or tenderness in the lower left side of the abdomen, along with fever.~~
~~Possibility: Diverticulitis~~
Action to take: See a doctor immediately. If you have sharp abdominal pain along with fever, chills, swelling, or nausea and vomiting, call the ambulance right away. You may have peritonitis, a life-threatening infection of the abdominal cavity.

it's GASTRIC.
i've visited the doctor.
hush.
Syukur Alhamdulilah =D

when there's us, the world is complete.

2009-07-26T06:57:00.002+08:00

from the bottom of my heart, i'm confessing this.
I MISS BOYFIE SO MUCH that my heart can die at any point of time.

i wish life's a bliss.

2009-07-26T00:08:00.002+08:00

diverticulitis? keropok lemau itis?

2009-07-25T23:49:00.003+08:00

Symptom: Pain or tenderness in the lower left side of the abdomen, along with fever.
Possibility: Diverticulitis
Action to take: See a doctor immediately. If you have sharp abdominal pain along with fever, chills, swelling, or nausea and vomiting, call the ambulance right away. You may have peritonitis, a life-threatening infection of the abdominal cavity.

to go or not to go that is the question.
this is just a research! not a true emergency. =D
i'm still surviving, chill.
keropok lemau itis = keropoklemauitis.
the best disease ever =D haha!

i want nobody, nobody but ME!

2009-07-20T21:19:00.005+08:00

haha! selfish uhh?
better be selfish because people nowadays ARE selfish and UNFAIR :P
so, before you think of someone else.
you should think of NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOUrself!
=D
*peace debate, baybeh.

hectic week. last week.
7 full days in a week was occupied with school and work.
$200 extra in pocket! YAY!
have yet to sketch e right furniture for the Furniture Design Contest.
Wish me luck! haha!
and Interior Construction Kitchen Floor Plan and Elevational Sections!
grrrrr....!!!!
this week: expect the buzzzziness again. On Thursday, I'll be attending e Coffee Bean orientation from 6pm-10pm. and i'll be working on Friday, ~~Saturday~~ and Sunday! Yippeee!
i want nobody nobody ARCHOO!!! shit, i got flu! off to sleep now! tata! =D

when i thought i can live by myself.

2009-07-19T01:31:00.002+08:00

URGH!
FUCKED UP LIFE!
gue sungguh tertekan dengan karenah kamu!

tsk tsk tsk.

2009-07-17T15:53:00.001+08:00

can't help feeling upset.

however, in less than an hour, i'm gonna be out of school and off to meet

e sweet shirin and yuli =D

COACH Maggie Collection.

2009-07-16T17:39:00.002+08:00

Maggie Collection.

Are you thinking, what I'm thinking?!
I LOVE THE BLACK ONE! SO LOVE IT!
ohhh why ohh why must my bday be over so fast!
URGH!!!
help!
people,do me a favour?
if you see any adik-beradiks sepupu-sedare of this design! PUH-LEASE!
tag me! haha! the price is STUPIDLY THE BOMB!

lets get serious...

2009-07-16T17:11:00.004+08:00

Channel NewsAsia - Thursday, July 16

SINGAPORE : It will be outright fines from now on for those caught eating and drinking in MRT trains and stations, as train operator SMRT said it will no longer issue warnings to offenders.

Over 500 station staff will issue Notification of Offence slips to commuters caught in the act. This is unlike the past practice where commuters were first warned and only fined if they persisted in eating or drinking.

Chia Chun Wah, deputy director of Stations Operations at SMRT Trains, said: "We are trying to eradicate this (habit of) eating and drinking both in the stations and the trains. We have been doing a lot of advisories to the passengers.

"Obviously, there’s a certain limit where we can educate the passengers. Now we’re going to this enforcement scheme and trying to educate passengers further and to refrain from eating and drinking in the systems."

Fines range from S$30 to S$500, depending on the number of times the commuter has flouted the rule. He will have to pay the fine to the Land Transport Authority directly.

Over 590 notifications were issued in 2008, more than double the 276 issued the previous year. — CNA /ls

talk but never act. talk talk talk... it's been so many times since I last saw stupid stubborn people on train drinking bubble tea! last seen : two days back! and the SMRT staffs did not even do anything. what the hell. and please do educate people with regards to the priority seats as well! humans nowadays are just simply too heartless!

and you know what i'll do as well???
"DO NOT FART WHILE ON BOARD!" urgh!!! and even make a special cabin for, "PEOPLE WHO REFUSED TO TAKE A SHOWER EARLY IN THE MORNING!" BUGGERS! FUGGERS! SUGGERS! MUGGERS!

that is IF i own a train. IF. the special code here is : IF.

Love Personality Test.

2009-07-15T22:53:00.000+08:00

Love Personality Test

Long Term Lover

Are you the perfect girl or what? Maybe you're a little shy or lack the dazzling appeal of the Alpha Woman, but when boys get to know you they'll discover the gold deep down. Your love personality is the most likely to find true love and romance, and when you're a little older you'll be much in demand because men will want to hang on to you. Expect a long-term marriage with an adoring husband. Did I mention that you're a great mate too? And an old-round fabulous person to know.

hyper to the dyper.

2009-07-15T19:23:00.003+08:00

wth is dyper? i've heard of diapers but not dyper! haha!
i was seriously very the hyper today.
i came to school at e end of SSD (supervisory skills development) lecture! and e tutorial was at 12.30noon!
haha!
so TEDDY drove me, Gary, Justin, Adil and Erin to upp Thomson LongHouse.
and we had lunch there.
i can't deny that the Rumah Panjang's Nasi Lemak was superb!
sambal makcik tu! FUUUUU!!! YOOOOO!!!!

then we headed back to school to know that there's only 6 of us in e class.
LOL.
and we started our craps while completing our group tasks,
THE KENTALs VS THE FREAKs.
haha!
and later, at 2.30pm class ended and the shopaholic-with-burnt-pockets,headed to Bras Basah Complex to print out her Design Studio assignment.
she wants to be the first in class to submit it so she's gonna come superrr early tmr!
a page is not a dollar but $2.50! that's the cheapest.
grrrr...
5 pages = $12.50 divide by 2, $6.25. oklah tu.
and Zul actually seriously believed me when I said I want him to buy me Kinder Bueno bcos I helped him in his assignment, or else I won't talk to him!
and he did,as instructed! haha! PISTOL!

while waiting for the pages to be printed, i took a stroll in POP-ular!
and bought an Interior Design book for kitchen =D
so happy!!! haha! cos it's only $5.90!
haha! basically that's all I can afford for now.
there's a book which costs $127.80 but it's DAMN GOOD!
wait up! meanwhile, gonna work for my $200 Canon SLR.
(step harga $200 je! but i need it! architect at work!)
*architect shuts door*

too close to danger.

2009-07-14T20:35:00.003+08:00

i was having a very bad migraine
from e start of today =S
that when i was on the way to school i nearly knocked into a wall.
then at school while exiting the front gate, i nearly got hit by a car.
few moments later, i nearly kissed a pillar.
and the final, thank God, it's the last for the day.
i nearly got hit by a bike.
phhheeewwww...
gosh.

but still, i managed to have fun at orchard with mar and hakim!
=D
we went far east.
i ate my nasi KATIL at cahaya and had my fried mars balls =D
then we walked to borders, read some books.
ARCHITECTS at work and cam-whored!
weeehhheee...
and headed home!
now, im going to sleep alr while waiting for boyfie to open his facebook account!
toodless...

double date =D

2009-07-14T01:05:00.002+08:00

ended school at 3.00pm.
more like cabot-ed school at 3.00pm.
haha!
and hang out at J8 with mar, search for my white belt, which is so lovely =D
then, ate at KFC while waiting for baby and jannah to head to bugis!

they reached at arnd 5.00pm.
and we headed to bugis to meet kak elza and abg malik!
weeee =D
but unfortunately, jannah couldnt stay for dinner.
so left with e 4 lover birds.
had dinner at bugis and headed to the lepak space at the rooftop of bras basah complex =D
where we talked and talked and laughed and laughed and crapped and crapped.
i simply love it =D

and boyfie! i swear i love you more now!
you changed a lot!
and getting sweeter day by day!
=D
thanks for that! and thanks for upholding your promise to not argue with me anymore!
i hope it'll last! =D
kerana cinta ku ini akan bertahan...
semakin hari semakin dalam...

HAPPY 1st ANNIVERSARY, BABY!

2009-07-12T23:54:00.004+08:00

baby, i love you so much...
a love journey begins when we met in 120708.
and we're both here to love and to cherish.
thanks for the gift and the great day baby!
you've got your special messages, so i won't post it anymore =D

"this is a complete puzzle. there's you and me. so, without you, i'm not complete. and without me, you're not complete..."

and then tears rolled down my eyes and you hugged me. that very special unforgettable moment, i simply love it.

kantoi...

2009-07-02T05:45:00.002+08:00

semalam i plan pergi apply kerja...
i apply kerja di amk hub...
kononnya nak jadi barista...
tapi sumpah, confirm air semua tumpah!

stop it lah,MANGLISH doesn't work for me!
i got the job, but i'm unsure if i'll get through the training.
hopefully.
insyaallah!

then, mar, hakim and I met at peace centre...
yadayadayada.
and we went to the robinsons/esprit sale at EXPO!
it was a boMB!
i bought two esprit top, one esprit top, and a FOX sweater for sister!
later, we ate roti john which tasted like john...
at simpang bedok...
had my teh tarik power!
and went home.
dah.
boring ehh...
aku suka.
kau suka? =D

baby,baby i love you!

2009-05-12T09:13:00.002+08:00

baby,
HAPPY 10th MONNIVERSARY!!!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!
despite all the fights and quarrels and arguments we had.
i promise,you're the only one in my heart =D
and i miss you so much!

remember me?

2009-05-10T09:24:00.002+08:00

remember i always say that,
"Critism is the best compliment?"

i'll never ever forget to uphold it.
and thanks but enough of you calling me names.
just wait till the time turns it's back.

well,i deserved to have a blissful momente with you
right before exams.
cos i'm feeling very shagged due to the hectic schedule.
and i'm seriously NOT prepared to sit for my exams!
and if you remembered,you're my spirit to go all out in my studies?
bet you don't.
ohh!and it simply sounds pathetic,not meeting you can make me fail.
HAHA!big time joke!
but think back,who's even more pathetic?
all the reasons and barriers which have been keeping us apart,
simply don't matter.
if you ever think back,i've never ask for all those temporary pleasure.
infact,you've just proved what the elders had said.
to hell with the saying cos i simply hate it.

i hate short smses but it seems like you're the opposite.
now then i realized.i'm sorry for the late response.
you know well that i'm slow.
plus dumb plus stupid plus no brain = nothing =D

p.s: you seriously do not have to call me names. because afterall if you do, you're exactly the same cos i'm your ___________.

goodbye,farewells!

2009-05-08T01:06:00.004+08:00

Sorry, YOUR SUE IS GONE!
she's busy with school, focusing on her exams, then she's busy with work and Sriwana.
and more work with more work and more work.and spending quality time with her family.

so, i mean it.
if you want to meet her, do make an appointment a week in advanced, but that doesn't mean it's guaranteed too cos SHE'S DAMN BUSY!
=)
toodles!

crazy scary mazy.

2009-05-05T23:16:00.004+08:00

i'm so having fun with this stupid maze game!thanks to HAKIM!
especially after i succeded in scaring Liyana o.O and boyfie yesterday.
ohhH!and mar too in the library!that was such a live telecast!
hahaha!
now it's time for sis!
i swear i feel bad till now!
regret sia! im such a mean sister!
pity,adik!she could have nightmares!
i promise not to scare her again! pinky promise! HAHA!

MAZE CRAZE.

2009-05-04T22:00:00.001+08:00

http://www.maniacworld.com/maze_game.htm

i simply can't believe such a simple thang,
can bring such a great excitement to people.
LOL-LOL-LOL!

vivir la vida al máximo!

2009-05-04T00:40:00.006+08:00

life's tough but how will it make us stronger if it's not?
i realized that these few weeks, i'm not behaving as i expected to behave.
infact, i was being such a BITCH!
am sorry to everyone if i did,even the very slightest,hurt your feelings =D
you can all come back,because the BITCH had just alighted.
no longer on board.
heeeee.
i take all these as a challenge and parts and parcels of life.
May i be a better, stronger and determined person in the future.
Insyaallah, Amin.

and i would like to take this opportunity to thank Allah for making me this strong, giving me the strength and patience to cope with all these.
and boyfie! thanks for being there for me to hear me out,love me and always be by my side!i love you so much!
to mar,jannah and shirin! thanks babes! you girls are among the best! thanks for cheering me up and hearing me out!
to hakim! thanks to your random songs and lame crapiola-s!
to kak elz! u're the best sister ever! always being there for me in times of good,bad,happy or sad!
to everyone else,thanks for being such a great friend!

and to ibu, i hope everything'll change as soon as possible. I really hope the situation'll get better in time and we can be as happy together like the old times. Doesnt matter what you've done or said to me, you're still my one and only mum. And I'm sorry for what i've done too! Come back soon, mum! Love you so much! And thank you for teaching me and bringing me up so well that I'm not trapped into any kinds of stupid stuffs. And i want you to know, sincerely from my heart, i promise i wont do anything to upset you,break your heart or embarrass you,because before i do anything silly,the first image which pops into my mind is YOU.and no one else.

when the world goes lalalalala - -

2009-05-03T20:30:00.006+08:00

peek-a-boo! guess who!
"I'm......"
"HAHA! booooohoohoooo! Oh sorry i'm too thirsty, jemput minum air jus saya yang sedap bangat ini! HAHA! okok! I'm Muhd. Hafiz! I'm 2.5 months old! My bday is on 8th Feb! So next year, I wanna a drum set from aunt Sue cos i wanna play the drum! I have a tough body just like my dad! And a fair skin just like my sexy mum!"

hahahaha!
lalalalala~!
yes!it's hafiz!hafiz was being extra kind today because he decided to accompany his aunt Sue for a mystery shopping!
because his aunt Sue sent him to the polyclinic the other day!what you gave, you'll get back uhh!
=)
and haha!of course he didnt' ask me for a drum!but i want him to play the drums!he got the muscles! muscleman! he was being googgagagaga extremely cute the whole day!
i asked him, "awwwhhh,hafiz so sweet today!"
he replied,"UHH!" with a smile.
ARGHGAGAGAGAGA!

and the best part was at banquet, kak elz was sharing ice kachang with me.
when hafiz saw it, he cried!
he wanted some!
and his mama gave him some.
but it doesn't look like some anymore,when he kept crying for it every 1 second!
haha!darn cute!
i ate my korean fried rice together with fried wanton and kak elza had ban mien!
it was super crowded okay!

p.s: i can't resist the smell of Famous Amos Cookies next door! that i licked my hand when i got
home! shuttup! that's what my mum said, "jilat tangan kalau tak dapat, takde rezki tu, lain
kali dapat, jilat mknan tu lama2!"
HAHAHAHAHA!

life! what life?!

2009-05-03T06:04:00.003+08:00

i see...
now i know...
when i said, "I QUIT BLOGGING! THANK YOU!"
i didn't really mean i wanna quit blogging.
but what i meant was

I QUIT LIVING!
i'm sick of everything!
i gave up on life!
the very single reason why i changed my url was because...
NOTHING IS BEAUTIFUL IN MY LIFE ANYMORE!
not like the old times, where i got these and that.
so,stop complaining how many times i moved.
if u care, just be updated.
if not, i can't seemed to care either.

unawared of this side of mine?
yes!i'm turning to one!
because when i'm good, no one appreciates.
i wonder why all the stupid BITCHES out there can be appreciated.
no one knows. no one's awared.
but for the benefit of everyone and every single soul that i'm still cared for,
BETTER GO AWAY if you hate being friends with a BITCH!

p.s: this post is not meant for any party, it's meant for my whole hay-wired life!

tooth-ache no tooth-ache!

2009-05-02T22:12:00.004+08:00

i've checked.

i've finally went up close to the big blue ocean mirror in my bathroom,

and opened up my mouth as big as i can!

(when i wasnt be able to do so, in the past few days!)

and there i saw it!

i suspected it's not a tooth-ache.

infact, it has something to do with my gum!

and i'm not gonna tell anyone what it is,let alone show it to anyone!

shoot!

i hope it's nothing serious though!

alrightey,i'm done with my model in the late afternoon just now.

but unfortunately,my curtains do not contrast with my walls!

and the thought of going out to purchase another type of cloth just makes me sick!

because the GRANDMOTHER of all cramps is here!

so, i guess i'll get some tomorrow!

after mystery shopping!

hope it's not too late!ggggrrrrr!!!!

no matter what you do,

2009-05-01T21:36:00.003+08:00

no matter what you do, i'll still love you.
and you know i'll always do.
yesterday was just a rotten apple.
today is a new unripe apple.
and tomorrow is a sweet ripe apple!

why am i talking bout apples?
I MISS EATING APPLES!
bcos of my stupid tooth-ache!
i had to stop biting!
i miss listening to the CRAK CRIK CRUK!
='(

and it's ugly when i eat with my tooth-ache!
mar knows!
gosh!
alrightey,tomorrow's a SWEEEEEEEETTTT day to look forward to!
and sunday's a mystery shopping day!
so today,i'm off to cheong all the way for my room model!
i'll upload the piccies sooooooonnnnn!!!
till then!

swine oh SWINE.

2009-04-30T22:53:00.002+08:00

swiper no swiping!
FLU NO SWINING!

today,was supposed to be one hell of an exciting day.
SUPPOSEDLY.
but it was just DISPOSED so easiLY by SOME people.
when,
1st, I HAD A FREAKING B&J's JOB INTERVIEW AT DHOBY (which i had postponed to next week because of today's OUTING,and where next week i was supposed to work)
2nd, I WAS SUPPOSED TO WORK IN THE OFFICE AFTER MY MYSTERY SHOPPING BRIEFING!
3rd, I'D REQUESTED FOR THEM TO WRAP IT ALL UP A LITTLE EARLIER!
just to know that i was left ALONE, stranded in the middle of the city.
not knowing where to go.
not having a friend to accompany me on the go.

i was feeling rather pissed that i felt like WALKING home from cityhall!
i guess i gave in too much, that i've always been putting others before me, when others put others before me!
so next time, if i'm working, jolly well means i'm working.
and if i'm studying, jolly well means i'm studying.
if i'm planning to go out but work pops up, jolly well means i'm going to work too.

as i headed ALONE to artfriend in Bras Basah.
i was feeling more pissed when people kept stopping me, to recommend their model agencies!
TO HELL WITH ALL YOUR GIMMICKS OK!stop being quirky!
(but i really hope i can be one,where the portfolio is not as expensive as hundreds over!)
and a guy on a bike, calling me sayang dengan sesuka hati kepala otak berdaki bontot tak cuci dia!
if i wasn't straight i would throw my purple shoes to him!
BUT unfortunately, i love my shoes!
and it's weird, as i had to become an economist today!
i actually calculated each and every item i put into the basket at ArtFriend!
i only took materials that is under the price of 90cents!
and a board which is $3.50!
and glue which is $2.34!
and the rest is in cents.
still,it was $13.50!
so i had to top it up with my daily allowance.
(cos,if you read yesterday's post, i'm only left with $10!)

WHEN I SAW $15 extra in my wallet,while in the train on the way home!
argh!!!!!!!
if i'd knew, i'd buy this, i'd buy that!
i'd even afford a nice dress!
STUPID!

P.S: the PURPLE dress i bought yesterday, was meant to be worn for a special day.
but i feel like throwing it away now.
lesson learnt : rezki jgn ditolak, musuh jgn dicari. lain kali org suroh keje, KEJE! badot!

SHOP till you drop!

2009-04-29T22:31:00.000+08:00

yesterday's STUDY at MARINE PARADE library was - complete failure.
*tet tet tet* goes the wailing siren!
marzura girlfie and me always had that kinda thang!
where we need to go out daily,and see if we really have the drive to study!
if we do,we'll head to the library.
if we don't,we'll head to the shops NEAR the library!
HAHAHAHA!

and because of my itchy backside. *bacen face*
we had to travel to wide paya. *slenge face*
PAYA LEBAR,pandai-s!
because i felt like having KFC chickens chickens chickens since the babi got swine FLU!
HAHAHA!
as a matter of fact,as if i cares if the BABI got flu!
padan muke CINbabiTO!
=P
it was because the KFC in Marine Parade was either under renovation or closed down.
i don't know. *muke confused*

after we had our lunch cum dinner express,
we headed towards a booth where a friendly nyonya sells gorgeous dresses!
and my eyes were stuck on a PURPLE one!hehe!
ask me how much i got in my wallet?
$25.
and it was $15.
left with $10.
to buy model materials!
ni baru SWINE!
lol-lol-lol!

i'm a BAD shopper.
but aint' it way too OBVIOUS?!
=D

hindi night fever!

2009-04-21T04:54:00.003+08:00

rani mukherjee

amisha patel

priyanka chopra

preity zinta

kareena kapoor

aiswarya rai

hrithik roshan

zayed khan

bobby deol

arjun rampal

aftab shivdasani

saif ali khan

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-04-09T02:57:00.003+08:00

MAKE way!!!!!!

excuse ME!!!!!!

ANOTHER OF MY BABE has just turned 18!

like wopppleedooo popppleeepop!

and dooppplleydopee

guess who's getting the special guest appearance?!

none other than,

SHIRIN BTE IBRAHIM!

Happy Birthday to You!

Happy Birthday to SHIRIN!

Happy Birthday to You!

Babe,thanks for being a great friend all these while.

sharing joy and tears throughout these years of friendship!

4 years of friendship!

i love you and you know i do!

i'm glad we met and be friends, infact, we're CLOSE FRIENDS!

memories of our crazy moments in school from escaping remedials, sleeping in class, smuggling foods into class, eating biscuits, getting scolded for being noisy, skipping class and playing UNO, hiding in the toilet, make - up in the toilet, camwhoring in the toilet, makeover in the toilet, playing catching, pepsi cola and all the stupid game, having fun during P.E, escaping Mr Loke's pressuring P.E Fitness Lesson and attending all the Games Lesson, pretending we got stomach cramps, not doing homework, last minute studying for exams and tests, coming school early to lepak and going home late also to LEPAK! talentime, bubbletea, DELFI choc mint, air batu, playground and MacD. and ohh! drinking the mee soto gravy through a STRAW?!

playing netball, handball, captain ball, floorball, badminton, anticipating the moments to visit the dentist?! running away from Mdm Azlin and her Chemistry FOR LIFE! gosh! and you've seen me cry and i've seen you cry babe. we're like so close that i don't know if i can get a substitute if you ever forget and leave me. you're irreplaceable, dok :D siak, mcm lesBOW. COW! ohh your COW too! and you, being my greatest influence in school, actually managed to make me HATE PINK and LOVE BROWN till now! i salute you lah! no one has ever done that before, not when i really love something! and you also managed to prove to me that looking good doesn't mean you have to spend a lot! BUT sorry babe, i think i'm starting to change now.

LOL! :D but i still love you, no doubt!

and being the BUBBLY-ious!all eyes on YOU, DRAMA QUEEN!

p.s: YUM better be appreciative, he's lucky to own the sugar candy pie!

girlfriends and shopping!

2009-04-09T01:08:00.003+08:00

me + shopping = CRAZY!
me + window shopping = MADDY CRAZY!
me + window shopping + girlfriends = MADDY CRAZY BONKERS!

i had fun at j8 today with the two lovely ladies,
marzura a.k.a BUNGAtahiAYAM and jannah a.k.a TONGsamNAH!
:D
bungatahiayam because she's a flower and wants to operate a chicken factory!
tongsamnah because she's jannah and a food tongsampah!
:D
*winks,double time!*

we went bonkers from Charles&Keith sandals
to Cotton On v-neck offers to Cotton On Body lacey lacey lingeries
for $5 and under for each G-string!
and and freaking 2 for $20 B.R.A!
oooppps!
i've lost my shyness somewhere i guess!
no!no!B.R.A!
Bring.Rabbits.Along!
:D
but really!we went mad about it!
especially me and jannah!LOL!

and then we went crazy over Hypnosis top!
and Converse shoes!
and The Dead Sea toner and cleanser!
up to $35 each but we got it for $30 each and e other free!
just by meeting gregory back and mentioning the password which is,
SUEMARJANN!
:D :D :D
this i what you get when 3 crazy girls go window shopping!
and then we hanged out at MacD and can't take our eyes off the hero!
he's so cute!
i want BABY!!!

ohhh and i want these!
1) Red Charles & Keith Sandals - $36.90
2) Black Charles & Keith Strappy Heels - $33.90
3) Dead Sea Cleanser + Toner = $30
4) Cotton On Body Lingeries = $5 and under and $20 for 2 (prices to be advised)
5) Couple's shirt!
6) Nice Designed Pencil Case
7) GUESS Wallet - $65.90
8) Hypnosis Dress
9) and this is an investment, COACH SIGNATURE TOTE BAG - $350
10) Latest Baby-G pink and gold watch! - $90
11) IPOD TOUCH! oooppss!wrong list!
12) NOKIA HANDPHONE! ooopppss!wrong list again!
13) PSP! ooopppps!again!wrong list!
14) DOCKERS shirt! OMG!wrong list!
15) ALEXANDRE CHRISTIE watch! OMFG!wrong list lah!!!

:) :) :)
siapa2 yang masih HUTANG bday pressie,tolong ehh...
ringan2 kan tangan.bukak2 kan mata!
LOL!
no,no,NO!
i'm achieving them myself!

choose the room!

2009-03-25T12:44:00.005+08:00

the designer's listening.
here's a fun game.
see that tagboard on your left???
vote for your dream room!
heee :)

p.s: i'll help you live your dreams!
perhaps, 2 years later???HAHA!

r00m 1

too BLUE for the night, i guess???

r00m 2

pink & white!

i know mar's going to love it!haha!

r00m 3

i'm taking this room if only it has a matching golden toilet bowl to go with it!HAHA!

r00m 4

too dark for the day but too HOT for the night???

r00m 5

strictly no comments!but i love the bed!

r00m 6

i hate the camouflaged rug!

it's too white!

BUT it makes the room look bigger!

r00m 7

green is CLEAN!

i love the seat by the window!

but i hate the curtains behind the bed???!!!

3 reasons for you to BE SEEN at the movies!

2009-03-24T15:49:00.002+08:00

like oh cool! awesome! they claimed it's way scarier than Jangan Pandang Belakang and Congkak!

GO WATCH!

I'm going to m'sia to catch it on 10th april!!!

GOOD FRIDAY!

9th april malam jumaat.

more gerek,right?

heee :)

it's barging into the cinemas on 26th march actually.

being a shopaholic who never fails to read all the shopaholic books!

i'm so GOING to watch it!
and i am going with kak elz!

YAY!

race to witch mountain!

dad is a BIG fan of "THE ROCK!"

we're so going to watch it this sunday!

yay!

i love movies!haha!

valiente hasta luego.

2009-03-20T20:17:00.002+08:00

i need a break?

i'm too stressed with my busy schedule in school and at work.

with tons of incomplete assignments piling up!

and with Asean Youth Games barging in!

grrraaahhhh!

i'll stop blogging for time being,aye?

fly to other blogs meanwhile.

teecare :)

Blog Shop.

2009-03-14T21:53:00.002+08:00

.Beauty Allure.

http://finazbeautyallure.blogspot.com/

I'm busy working on the online blog shop.

Do visit it for great deals on COACH products!

We have DIOR, CLINIQUE, KATE SPADE & MAC products too but our blog shop is still under construction!

Enjoy!

p.s: I'll be back blogging when I'm free! :)

SENTOSA love.

2009-03-13T07:53:00.004+08:00

the most beautiful-iest day ever!

it was close to a perfect date meets friends' outing!

12.30pm.

and i could see him smiling widely!

he looked extra cheerful yesterday and that definitely made me so happy!

he asked,"You dah collect cake?"

"Eeeeee....TAK TAHU MALU! Mana ada cake?!"

and he grinned.haha!

out of randomness,i made him chose a finger of mine to sort of decide which surprise to give him

and yes!he took the SAFE,clear coast one!grrrr!!!

(love,if you choose the other one,you'll be on GMAX!!!hehe!)

it was obvious that he was feeling nervous but excited!

and i was all fidgety!my fingers are simply itching to reach out for his pressie in my bag!BUT NO!!!

stop it SUE!HAHA!

and at last i reached out for a pink envelope,my letter for him!

that was when i realized that i've sort of mentioned his surprises in there!

OHHH!stupid me!

But thanks sayang!it was so sweet of you to pretend dumb!haha!

ViVoCity!

Boyfie was so scared that he kept on scanning the venue for familiar looking suspects!haha!

And another stupid cupid incident!

We planned to cut and eat his Red Velvet Swensens Cake at Pacific Coffee!!!

BUT we went lost in the stupid huge mall!

Out of the blue,we bumped into syafiq and zul who's CARRYING THE CAKE!!!

ARGH!!!!there goes my plan!

S-H-A-T-T-E-R-E-D!!!

OK!So he saw the cake!ARGH!!!

i felt like smacking them!

So we walked to the Roof Top instead, and ohhh!AWESOME!

I thot I was being smart for bringing plates along!

BUT there wasn't any KNIFE around!!!

ARGHH!!!

C-O-R-K--U-P!!!

And they headed to Daiso to purchase one.

Meanwhile, I was with hunney and he secara selamba bertanya,

"Abeh present I mana???"

HAHAHA!gosh!

"Mana ada! Dah kasi letter, ni cake! Present pe!"

He grinned. AHH!!! His smile made me melt lah! Haha!

At last!

He cut the cake! Lucky me, they love the ice-cream flavours!

Except for the strawberry jelly.

Bcos the sticky chewy choc was a lil too thick,so i chose vanilla

for a better taste!

Later, i gave him his pressie and he unwrapped it 3 times!

3 freaking wrappers!HAHA!

Waahhh!!! DKNY perfume sey! ;p

And chop chop!

We headed to S-E-N-T-O-S-A!

First up, Delifrance for lunch and ohh no!

B&J's ice-cream was calling me!

alahai!

Later we headed to the Skyride and Luge!

Skyride - boyfie's expression was !#$%^&!!

HAHA! COWboy! so much of being 22!

And Luge!

Awesome!

Then it was time for 4D Magix!

PERFECT!it was like real-life!

All the stinging bees,stupid bats,crappy crabs and STUPID!

TARANTULA!

Later,images of Singapore museum adventure!

I freaked out when a girl emerged from nowhere!MAMPOS.anjat gegerl!

and better still i was sitting at the front,when 4 INNOCENT-looking images suddenly ANIMATED!fck!they looked so old, i thought they're pictures of our dead pioneers! But suddenly they TALKED!

obviously,i ran up to boyfie!HAHA!okie NOT FUNNY!

Lastly,we took a ride on the SkyTower!

OKIE boring!too slow!i thot it's like the Gold Coast one which shooted up in 1sec

and dropped back down!weee.i miss Australia!

And back by cable car!How i wish i could shake it,but i don't want to frighten boyfie!

Congrats!ALL fear defeated!haha!

And that's about it.

I wanna go GMAX NOW!!!

And visit the huts!

And go WWW!

BOYFIE!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!

p.s: piccies with syafiq, will be up soon!

Happy 22th Bday, LOVE!

2009-03-12T01:08:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 22TH BIRTHDAY, SWEETHEART

AND HAPPY 8TH MONNIVERSARY TO US!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SWEETHEART!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HUGS AND KISSES,

XOXOXOXOXO!

DarlaSue.

p.s: this is the only pic we've taken together after so long???gosh.we need to buck up!

Hyper Skyper.

2009-03-11T02:00:00.002+08:00

i swear i'm very hyper today.
TODAY.
11th March 2009.
Happy 20th Anniversary to my parents
and Happy 13th Monniversary to Kak Elz & Abg Malik!!!

I've just finished reading The Confessions of A Shopaholic.
Thanks to Mar, Hakim & Jannah! I love the gift!
And now I'm thinking what should I read next?
I definitely need something to read on the train.
Since she seized my earphones two days ago, killing the music in me!
And I had a thought of just popping round Popular tomorrow morning right before school, to get another Sophie Kinsella's book!I wish I can meet her,mann!
Now,after reading the book,I feel like becoming a financial adviser!
HEHEHE!
It's funny how I can see my future in the book, my credit cards being cancelled, can't stop spending on clothes,bags,shoes & exceeding my overdraft limit! ;) by now I'm sure my boyfie will repeat a familiar sentence yet again, "I'll not allow you to use credit cards!"
I mean like hey, c'mon yes I used to say credit cards are harmful too but who can resist it,right???

I can buy a Chanel suit or even Kate Spade bag with my credit card, invest it and tadaaa!
There comes the money!
And I'll pay the debt and gain profit at the same time!
;)
I know you love me, hunney! HAHAHA!

I mean.
SEE???
Sophie Kinsella never fails to motivate me in life!
I'm working on my projects NOW!all 3 of them!
I know it has got no link.But yeah.
And suddenly it rings a bell, I used to have a dream since I was 5...

to become the Singapore's First Female President!
OMFG!
Don't laugh!I hate it when you laugh!I'm serious.
I mean, Sophie's proved to me that every dream should be lived!
And it's good to have dreams, right???
URGH!now i hate you guys for laughing!!!
Ya! And don't go about writing in your blog that you want to be the first female president too!
POSER!
;p

Life's Surprises!

2009-03-10T22:37:00.004+08:00

Life's Surprises!

hehehe.
Gosh.
HEHEHE.
hey!oooiiiii!!!!
OIII orang-orang kampong(villagers)......!!!
I CANT wait for thursday lah!
Yes. Even though it's not properly planned due to no co-operation from some people,
I still think I've done pretty well!
I got loads of surprises for my beloved!!!
HEHEHE.
sssshhhh....

I LOVE BOYFIE!!!

shopaholic,SHOP and HORLICK!

2009-03-08T23:43:00.002+08:00

shopaholic.

shop and horlick!

Pepper is Suze's horse. She rides him about three times a year, if that, but whenever her parents suggest selling him she gets all hysterical. Apparently he costs 15,000 a year to run. Fifteen thousand pounds. And what does he do for his mony? Just stands in a stable and eats apples.

The moment i read that part while i was in the tube, i mean train! On my way to Woodlands. I had a crazy thought, "WOW! 15,000 pounds a year just for standing in a stable and eat free apples!!! I love apples!!! That'll be extra moolah isn't it?! I wouldn't mind being a horse! HAHA!"

And I went on to read her next line.

I wouldn't mind being a horse!

HAHA! See the similarities?! I told my peeps, if Sophie's on MC, I can replace her to write books! It's like gosh! Shopaholic is ME! Why didn't they propose me as their main character in Confessions of a Shopaholic?! It'll be a blast doomsday! Not doomsday i mean! It'll boom! BOx-office! HAHA!

p.s: BOYFIE! I Can't wait for 12th! ggrrrrr!!! That came out of nowhere! i'm so random!

Bday Surprise Momente.

2009-03-07T23:37:00.000+08:00

a day with boyfie

is not enough???

HEHE.

practically because we missed each other so much for not meeting up last month due to our busy schedules!

but it's okie, we'll make up for all that right, hunney???

we'll meet every week without fail this month!

because it's MARCH!

i love MARCH!

simpley lovey dovey MARCHey!

few more days to go!!!!!!

to your BDAY!

and stop wishing me Happy Belated Bday syg!!!

it's over, okie???

we met at the (basement) at 2.15p.m

and he handed me a cute lil beary paperbag!

then we took the train to CityHall.

Walked to Suntec City and tadaa!

GELARE here we come!

i swear the waffles was so the YUMMY-CRISPY-deli-O!

imagine the waffles with B&J's ice-cream!

with all the chunks and all!

gggggrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay,calm down SUE!

then it's time to unwrap the pressie!

OMG!

ZOMG!

OMFG!

WTF!(what the fish!)

OMG!

i fainted!

ohokay!that's a LIE!

HAHA!

but i was amazed till i think i dare not speak up.

it's a CUTE LIL brown COACH wristlet!

at that moment of time, i feel like hugging HIM as tight as possible!

haha!

(NO! I'm not showing it to public! Better not get you peeps in GREEN! HAHA.kidding doks)

and then we proceeded to meet boyfie's friends.

at Swensens.

we had early dinner?despite the fact that it was only 5pm?or maybe 6pm.

and i swear it was such a good act of you people when ya'll asked each other,

"Why they placed plates on our table? We're done eating right?!"

but you guys still arranged the serviettes and cutlery on the plates.

so i was like ZOMG?!

the trainee waitress may be thinking we've just arrived, the least they could do is inform her, not arrange the utensils and pretend as if we've just arrived!

boyfie can still say,

"Asal dia kasi kita pinggan ehh? Second round ke pe?!"

Then i was like, YA RIGHT! hunney!you didn't even finish up your chicken in the jacket, and you're still asking for a 2nd round?!

but when i tossed my head to the right.

i saw a pretty-bimbo-girl walking towards me carrying an Oreo cake!

she's B-I-M-B-O because she lighted up the candles in front of me when it was supposed to be a surprise!

that part really upsets my boyfie and the rest!

but it's okie peeps!i still love it!thanks so much!

and like finally from there blah blah blah...

MARINA BARAGE!

hanky-panky.

pinky-kinky uhh the people there.

lalalalalalalala.

i love the scenery and the lights!

and thanks!

I LOVE MY BOYFIE!

Shopaholic.

2009-03-06T15:15:00.003+08:00

http://www.agnesb.com/

new shopping paradise for me!

i should stop reading Sophie Kinsella's Shopaholic book!

or else i will need to find a job which pays me $10000 a month!

to buy Coach. Guess. Kate Spade. Agnes B. Aldo. Gucci. Chanel.

boyfie, don't faint, if i want it, i'll earn it my way.

you won't die!

HAHAHAHAHA!

and do you know i almost cried when i saw a girl carrying Kate Spade bag?!

it's white and it suits me more!

stupid girl!!!

HAHAHA!

p.s: i will never stop reading Sophie's Kinsella books cos it ROCKS like totally!

happy moments.

2009-03-05T23:04:00.003+08:00

yes! the zorro i had to put on!

so sweet! got cards and piccies!

and a small token from pizza hut!

the book and the shirt from mar, hakim, jannah!

siti nurhaliza's album from ibu!

crystal watch from aunt timah!

thankies!

"We're meeting Nas at Pizza Hut Marina Square!"
a silent thought, "Jannah and Hakim??? Not joining?!"
i called Jannah earlier on. She twisted the whole story!
"Aku kat hospital, nenek akunye birthday!"
I'm like :'(
mana semua orang???

"A table for four please!"
"Aha! THEY ARE COMING!"
"Nas is bringing a friend along!"
"OH!OKAY!alahai ingat jannah and hakim!"

and later, HAKIM patted my shoulders!
wooppiedooo!
=)
then JANNAH came in with a HOLY COW ANOTHER BIRTHDAY balloon!
like OMG!
and a MASK!more like a zorro!
which i had to put on all the time!
OMG!meannn!!!so embarassing!but it's SUE!so it doesnt matter! :P
ya so much of meeting NAS!
:P

then OHH!BnJ!
we had our ice-creams and they bought me a cake!
awwwhhh!
sang a Bday Song too!
THANKS darlings!
and ohh!the pressies!
MAR!thanks!great acting!
i love the Cotton On Boyfriend Sleepover Black Shirt and the BOOK!
it's a sleepover shirt actually but i dont care i love it!and i'm wearing it to school tmr!haha!
LOVE YOU ALLS!
I HAD FUN TODAY!

p.s: Boyfie, i shall wear that when i sleepover with you ehh???seductive!haha!
lol!DREAM ON HUNNEY!love you!

HAPPY BDAY to ME!haha!

2009-03-05T00:01:00.006+08:00

HEH!

it's my 300th post lah!

i'll save it for today!hehehe :)

alright. first come first mention alrightey?!

hehehe!thanks to Dewi Murni and Fazlin Sairi for the live acoustic BDAY SONG thru the handphone!

awwwhhh!so sweet! kanchong & kiasu sungguh you alls!

i nearly cried, i swear!

love you two!

and to everyone else who's been busy susah-susah payah planning "surprise" for me!

alahai!

thanks so much!

and to those who wished me and gave me pressies!

thank you so so very the much!

i appreciate it loads!

the most important thing is, the thought that counts!

and yes!DEWI won the hall of fame for consistently wishing for 3 days!

love you darla!

and LOVE!thanks for the phonecall, email and sms!

snailmail takde? hehe! =) love you!

and IBU for the wish and kiss!

and AYAH for the sms wish!

and KAY, HAKIM, SHIRIN, SITI, GARY, MAR, LIYANA, DIAN, HAFIZ, NISAA, JANNAH, HARITH, WEI LIANG, SYEH YIN, SYAZA, SYEILLAH, SHUHADAH, ERIN, ZULFADHLI, KAK DEE, DINA, FATIN, SINDHU, AFFIQ, ZAI, DIN, ACIT, NAZURAH, SHI EN, SHA, IZZA & AIN for the wishes!

so sweet! thanks!

x0x0x0x0x0x0x0!

p.s: heh! dah 18 lah sotong! haha! 18 lah wei! dah boleh kahwin!hahahahaHAHA!

jokinglah! BTT here i COME!

so much HONEY in my life.

2009-03-04T00:12:00.007+08:00

gosh! dah
it's my lazy month!
grrraaahhh!
i cant believe it, time flies!
i got no mood to study,to go school and to complete my assignments!
heeheehee! jangan marah ahhh!

and!
gosh!hehehe!
so much HONEY in my life huhh?!
thank you lovely peeps!
for the advanced wishes and advanced pressies!
1) Ibu
2) Aunt Fatimah
3) Mak & Bapak
4) Sharon
5) Gillene
6) Kai Ting
7) Josephine
8) Joanne
9) Dewi
10) Lina
11) Fazlin
12) Ah Beng
13) Radynurain
14) kak Elz
15) Baby Hafiz! :)

like awwhhh!hehe!thanks people!
love you all!
xoxox0x0!

hakiminho says: by thursday if an egg doesnt falls on you, i'll drown myself in the pool
hakiminho says: :D
(F). [S]upergirl [U] [E]nvy! .(F) says: FISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hakiminho says: along with the eggs, comes a kg of flour
(F). [S]upergirl [U] [E]nvy! .(F) says: HEH!
(F). [S]upergirl [U] [E]nvy! .(F) says: jgn lah!
(F). [S]upergirl [U] [E]nvy! .(F) says: jahat!
hakiminho says: so much for the donut
hakiminho says: humphshsh!!
(F). [S]upergirl [U] [E]nvy! .(F) says: wei!
hakiminho says: me adil marr and gang!
hakiminho says: fuhh!
hakiminho says: we make a power team and a rojak
(F). [S]upergirl [U] [E]nvy! .(F) says: HEH!
(F). [S]upergirl [U] [E]nvy! .(F) says: so mean!
(F). [S]upergirl [U] [E]nvy! .(F) says: haha
(F). [S]upergirl [U] [E]nvy! .(F) says: dont forget
(F). [S]upergirl [U] [E]nvy! .(F) says: i can always spoil it
(F). [S]upergirl [U] [E]nvy! .(F) says: by not coming
(F). [S]upergirl [U] [E]nvy! .(F) says: AHAHHAHAHAHAHHA

hakiminho says: sue, can i ask you something?
(F). [S]upergirl [U] [E]nvy! .(F) says: awesome
(F). [S]upergirl [U] [E]nvy! .(F) says: yes
hakiminho says: what do you want on ur birthday
hakiminho says: i very good one
hakiminho says: very straight forward
(F). [S]upergirl [U] [E]nvy! .(F) says: haha
hakiminho says: ahahaa
(F). [S]upergirl [U] [E]nvy! .(F) says: gosh
hakiminho says: kau nak aku build kan kau chocolate buildings?
(F). [S]upergirl [U] [E]nvy! .(F) says: EHHH!
(F). [S]upergirl [U] [E]nvy! .(F) says: baik ahh!
hakiminho says: then u can staart of from the colums
(F). [S]upergirl [U] [E]nvy! .(F) says: xoxo sey gtu!
hakiminho says: and booshh!
hakiminho says: ahaha

doesnt matter what dude!
i'll appreciate anything.what i want is just you guys to be with me
and we be friends forever! and i want you guys to listen to my bday wish and have fun!
hehe!nothing else matters!but if you really rajin to build the choc buildings!it'll be awesome!haha!
one thing for sure, i know i'm going to CRY when that special someone wishes me!

devil wears prada.

2009-02-25T12:18:00.000+08:00

last night, while i was making my way home.

i bumped into Audrey, my first ever superior.

i swear everytime i look at her, it reminds me of

Devil Wears Prada.

She is one of a kind GHOST to me!

well, used to be uhh.

the first time i entered the bloody office,

i was introduced to her.

and she said, "If you want to work here, you better work like an adult despite the fact that you are 16! Look,don't upset me because I'm giving you a once-in-a-life-time-golden opportunity to work here. So seize it!"

The momente i heard that, i was like CCB!(cucumber!)

What The Hell is This Woman Trying To Convey?

Because I Perceived A Tone Of Sarcasm In Her Voice!

However, i took her words as a motivation.

And the momente I was about to leave to pursue my diploma,

she said, "I'm going to miss you! The next time I see you here, I want you to be working WITH me and not working UNDER me! Ok? :)"

geee!gosh!

She's now Angel Wears Prada.i guess.

and never judge a person's capability just by looking at the age.

happy momente.

2009-02-24T13:05:00.001+08:00

after so long....at last i got the piccie!

weeeheee!

and and...

i don't know why i'm so excited.

i heard someone's coming back to town on 5th march!

i love you, sis!

i love you!

2009-02-23T14:51:00.001+08:00

HUNNEY!

GET WELL SOON!

I LOVE YOU SO SO VERY THE MUCH!

p.s: okie,okie.i promise i won't dig out your surprises anymore okie?

i'll just wait for the time to come okie?heee:)

omg.ily!

2009-02-20T13:21:00.004+08:00

love, i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry.

i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you.

like weeee =)

2009-02-18T17:03:00.000+08:00

i'm glad that out of so many people, at least i have someone
whom i regard as a sister to hear me out whenever i'm feeling down.
anytime,anywhere.
Thanks Sis!
You're awesome!
Lots of Love =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!

2009-02-17T18:35:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BDAY TO YOU!
NUR SHAHIRIYAH!

Friendship with you will never be forgotten.

All those happy times we had,with the other 7 of the giler babes!

And all those stupid crazy experiences we went through together.

Thank You for being a great friend of mine, a babe of the 9 bananas.

And now I realised how much i miss you babes!

and how i want to go back to the old times.

and have fun with you babes!

How i wish, we're all together again, being in the same school and cracking the whole universe with our nonsense.

Simply because NOW.

i see all the ugly fugly humans or more like aliens

existing in my school life which made me a total different lady in school

as compared to when i'm with you babes.

i miss you BADLY!!!!!!!!!!

27th BETTER HAPPEN!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!

m18 go!

haha!

NO SMOKING THOUGH!

NO CLUBBING EITHER!

DANCEFLOOR ok!

haha!i miss dancing on the dancefloor during prom night!

gggrrrrr!

i'll join you soon,babe!

teeeheee:)

you're beautiful!

2009-02-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

.Life's Beautiful
If You Simply Know How To Love Yourself
And Appreciate Even The Smallest Bit In Life.

And I Got The Feeling My Life's Changing Because Of You, Love =)
Ever Since I'm With You My Life's Going Up Up And Away!
weeeehheeee :)

happy 7th monniversary!

2009-02-12T13:03:00.003+08:00

SAYANG!!!!!!

hehe! Happy 7TH monniversary,darling!

ihopewe'llalwaysbetogether.

andiwillloveyouforever!

ohoh!

next month's 12th is way more special!

weeehheeee!

cant wait!

no more diet!

2009-02-11T15:25:00.002+08:00

i'm sick of it, already???

haha!

yeah.

cos i realized i cant live without chocolates!

chocolates???!!!

tell me just who can simply resist them?!

so maybe i should consider shirin giler's suggestion.

dark choc diet!

hahaha!

a small consumption a meal.

and no rice?!

can i survive?

we'll see for the next few days!

p.s: boyfie, i swear i miss you so badly that it can kill me anytime ;P

ooolala baby!

2009-02-10T12:18:00.002+08:00

WELCOME TO THE WORLD MUHD. HAFIZ BIN ABDUL MALIK :)

babies!babies!i want babies!

i wanna take care of em!

play with em!

sleep with em!

and love LOVE em!

i would love to adopt-a-baby!

BUT!

i can't! till i know how to take freaking good care of myself!

i've been experiencing bad migraines and giddiness nowadays.

and my vision will continuously be narrowed down till i can only

manage to peek through a tiny,small hole when i'm walking.

at times,i feel like fainting!

gosh.i know i need to do something,like see e doc or get eating!

but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

i'm afraid e stupid doc will make up a stupid story just to scare me off like a kid!

and i've been skipping meals just to get back to my size S!

HEEEE :D

nothing's gonna change that!boohooo!

sometimes,i wonder.

WHY AM I SO STUBBORN?!

i love family!!!

2009-02-08T02:47:00.000+08:00

yooohhooooo!

it's SUNDAY!

and it's FAMILY DAY!

i'm lovin it!

yes thankyou ibu and ayah :)

1st up!Sedap Corner Restaurant.

Tom Yum Mee Hoon and Sejati.

YES!They got perfect Tom YUM YUM YUMMY soup!

and Sejati was a drink.Red,green and white soda and jelly and syrup.

It caught my eye and Sejati!Awie's only song that i like.

HAHA!no link!so i ordered.

it was PERFECT-o okie!

sorry e photos refused to be uploaded NOW!

i'll kill the lappie sooN!

Then I entered Levi's, I nearly fainted.

The jeans were RM200 and above!

Okie.So because i'm broke i nearly fainted if not, you think i'll just stare meh?!

HAHA!

so here it goes,i'm so good at amusing myself!no wonder ibu called me CARTOON!

(SA)sales assistant: Ya,boleh saya bantu?

Me: HEEE!nah just looking around!

SA: Ni latest design skinny jeans. Lawa!

Me(searching for price tag!): Ahh!LAWA!

in my heart: RM330 siot!LAWA LAH!

SA: Nak try?Boleh try...

Me: Heh!Takpelah. Taknak try, NAK CARIK!

SA: cari apa?

Me: CARIK DUIT!hehe!terima kasih ye!

Gosh. I dressed up like some macam paham posh lady. Wearing my shades, Levi's straight cut jeans and Love's black OFG tee and best was i started off by speaking English. Sekali macam paham!

Confirm in her heart,she's laughing at me!BOO!i dont care ;P

So i was practically upset. Shopping was suppose to be my therapy when i'm feeling low but i'm so broke that i can't get my therapy!But i still entered shops here and there.

Me entering Giordano cos there's a nice white dress!

in my heart: RM64.90! 30% discount! that'll be???hmm...handphone!alamak!dalam car!

Me: KAK!ada calculator?!

SA: Huhh???Ada.

Me(calculating...): OK BEST!RM45.50 je! Kak! Saya nak top putih tu ada?

SA: Haha. Ok. Nak try???

Me: Tak payah. Saya S!

SA: OK :)

Me: Ibu...perasan tak?bday kakak nak dekat?bday pressie boleh?hehe:)

Ibu: TAKDE!lagy lamer march!

Me: ALAH!P-L-E-A-S-E!!!

Ibu: NO!

Me: ALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i love you!you looked so gorgy today!

GUESS WHAT?!I GOT IT!haha!

ohh!and it's me!i'm egoistic when it comes to sizes,i know i'm growing M now but NO WAY!i'll do whatever it takes to stay S!i simply can't accept it if i got to be an M!NO WAY!

Then, I entered Billabong.

in my heart: OMG!i swear i need a backpack for my lappie! That brown one is GORGY!

Me: Ayah....Do you know how handsome you looked today?!

Ayah: Shut up! I ain't buying anything!

Me: But ayah! I need to bring my lappie to school!

Ayah: MACAM PAHAM!

Me: Ayah.....You remembered how generous I was when i got my pay?Buying you shirts and treating you to nice restaurants???Do you remember?I'm stuck this time unfortunately!

GUESS WHAT?!I GOT IT TOO!haha!

ohh!i'm SO GOOD at this!haha!but please!dont judge me!it's not all the time like this ehh!

Later, I entered Triumph.

OOPSS!ohh as if you havent heard of lingerie before.

no naive please.infact,only my boyfie reads my blog.ok maybe a few other guys but they'll survive! ;P

Me: OMG!hot HOT!haha!

Ibu: Ape je dia nak lah dini!

Adik: Kakak HOT PINK! lawa sey kalau kakak pakai!

Me: awwwhh!adik sweetnye!BELIKAN!

Adik: HUHH?!ADIK MANA ADE DUIT?!Nanti adik mintak ayah!

Ibu: Oooiii!Semua orang kau nak mintak ehh??!

Me: Elehhh!Hari ni je!

Ibu: Cantik muka!

Me: Cantik! CANTIK sungguh! Anak ibu! CANTIK MACAM IBU!hehe!

Me: Fine!bayar sendiri!

At the Cashier!

Me: IBU!!!!dah scan!but i forgot my card!

Ibu: OTAK KAU!alasan!

Me: I'm serious!

Ibu: Kurang asam hah budak ni!

Me: Alahh!Balik kakak ganti ahh!

HAHA!gosh!told ya.i'm 7!

i really forgot my card lah!

excuse me.i didnt' bring my usual wallet.

but i did pay back!

and i managed to get a mickey shirt and short for sister's newborn BOY!

see you tomorrow little BOY!

goodnite earth:)

i'm so not mad archooo!haha!

girlfriends!!!!

2009-02-07T02:17:00.001+08:00

i bought this choc muffin and shirin and me thot that guy wrote down his name!it was stupid!merepek je shirin!ahahaha!
awwwhhh!dearest dewi and shirin babe.

and MAR girlfriend!

and hehe!boohoo!the laughing-gas-17-year-old-girl-but-act-like-7 ME!haha!

girls!i swear i had so much fun!and thanks for accompanying me!awwhh!so sweet!haha!i love you girls!andand gather again some time soon!i miss our laughters and craps already!gagaga!

unfortunately,there were loads of matreps tercampak and floaters too!so next time we go marina barage?!haha!okie no one's driving.but there's a BOAT according to shirin!haha!i really wanna go MARINA BARAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!argh!

never mind.anywhere will do as long as it's with you girls!it's gonna be fun!and impromptu!

At Marina Square Topshop,

Me(holding a checkered top): KORANG!!!!ni lawa kan!lawa giler sey!i've been eyeing for it!

Dewi(snatches and go!): EHH!thanks ehh!ok sekarang kau carikan aku seluar!

Me: HELLO?!siapa suroh kau amek?!tu aku nak!kau tak boleh beli!

Dewi: lawalah!cepat carikan aku jeans!

Me: TAKNAK!

Shirin came with another gorgy top.

Dewi: EHH!lawa!

Shirin: NO!YOU AINT TOUCHING THIS!IT'S MINE!

Us: HAHAHA!

Dewi: Alah,takpelah aku beli yellow tee ni je.

She went in the fiiting room and came out.

Dewi: Alah! Takpelah,tak jadi beli!

Me: Asal?! Takde size?!

Dewi: 1st punye,ketat sangat. 2nd punye, besar sangat.

Me: HUHH?!1st punye size ape?2nd punye size ape???

Dewi: 1st size 6! 2nd size 10!

Me: MAMPOS.obviously what a big difference!

lalalalala.she drives me nuts.infact,all my babes drive me nuts without fail!

gosh!

bottomline, DEWI!

u so need a personal shopper!and u need a directory assistant!

Dewi: Babe! Amek aku!

Me: KAU kat mana?!

Dewi: Kat Cityhall MRT!

Me: Jumpa kat marina square je. You just have to walk straight!

Dewi: MARINA SQUARE KAT MANA?!

Me: !$#$&&*^&*!

cute ke pe tu budak.see i told you.

Dewi you better consider my suggestion!hahaha!LOL!

fate.

2009-02-07T00:37:00.002+08:00

Appreciate Your Loved Ones While They're Still Here With You :)

fickle-minded.

2009-02-05T21:36:00.003+08:00

MOTHER of all cramps.
i can't move, i can't bend and i can't smile.not even the emergency fake GRIN i can give.
and here i am drawing circles for DS.
and also being all excited and random because of one stupid shit.
TP Application Form.
They sent a freaking mail into my inbox.

Dear Applicant,
APPLICATION FOR ADMISSION - APRIL 2009 INTAKE

We refer to your application for admission through the Direct Admissions Exercise (DAE).

Diploma in Business Information Technology
Diploma in Hospitality & Tourism Management
Diploma in Leisure & Resort Management

Applicants are required to mail-in the application printout together with supporting documents by the application deadline. To-date we have yet to receive your submission. As such, we are unable to process your application.

"Application for Admission - DAE April 09 Intake”
Temasek Polytechnic
Student Services & Admissions Office
Adm Blk 9, Lift Lobby C, Level 2
21 Tampines Ave 1
Singapore 529757

Kindly note that the application will be considered withdrawn if no correspondence is received by the stipulated deadline.
For assistance or clarification, please call our Enquiry Hotline at 67878000 or email us at Admissions@tp.edu.sg.
Thank you for your interest in Temasek Polytechnic.

I am now officially fickled-minded.

1st i applied online FOR FUN.

then i chose the FUN courses FOR FUN!

(actually,the courses i chose are for REAL,i really want em!how i wish i can work in tourism or hotel line!)

BUT later they requested for supporting documents to be mailed.

and i'm simply plain lazy :)

so that's it.

BUT now they came back,extending my deadline.

so i guess i'm in for continuation of MORE FUN!

and i'm submitting my documents,certificates,result slips and payslips.

since it's the ONLY AWESOME POLY in spore which has

working experiences section in their application forms!

okie but i don't feel like sending now!so forget it!

ohhh wait!i think i am sending!

ohh gosh!sending, not sending!which ONE?!HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's emotions' coded.

2009-02-05T00:21:00.006+08:00

and that's why they said,

MEN ARE FROM MARS and WOMEN ARE FROM VENUS :)

Men tend to be more direct than Women.

That's Why they don't get hints. So Women, don't bother hinting!

Imagine: A man hinting to his partner,no point. Girls read your actions faster than your hints.

Women are more subtle to emotions than Men.

That's Why they are more sensitive and emotional.

And That's The Reason Why Women gave birth, Mother love is dearer.

Imagine: A man in labour, will he cry in pain?! Will he be overjoyed in tears after giving birth?!

Men are Aggressive, Women are Passive-Aggressive.

That's Why Men say things outwardly be it hurtful or not, cause they simply don't care.

"ala-ala tiada penapis" :)

While Women keep things to herself as she don't want to hurt feelings.

so it's better to be Assertive :)

so, SUE! I'm as your special HALF is telling you!

next time be assertive!

(gosh.here comes my craziness when i'm all tensed up!help!!!)

but really, you don't know how much i tried to never hurt your feelings.

and to what extent i went, trying my best to prove to others that you're still the best.

you have no idea.

not at all.

babies! babies!

2009-02-04T23:27:00.002+08:00

babies! babies!

omg!

i'm crazy over babies!

and my sis is in labour!

weeepoodlepoop!

and it's tomorrow!YAY!

and NURA SALSABILA is so CUTE!love!

and snow white was left alone.

2009-02-04T00:20:00.003+08:00

and snow white was left all alone.
waiting for her prince charming to give her a kiss :)
awwwh!afternoon visit to my old office made me missed being called the office's snow white!

ohhh!yay!cheers for my achievement of getting A for Comm skills!
haha!okie at least i got 2 As!Building Tech and Comm skills!
you have no idea how much i love theory assessments!

and and snow white is going to be all left alone
because she's going to lose two of her best friends at ONCE in less than 2 months time?
:'(
Marzura Jamil and Abd. Hakim Hj. Ahmad!
Congrats for being shortlisted and
All the best for future endeavours and have fun in NYP!
:)

my application outcome for hospitality and tourism have yet to be known.
but...but...BUT...
"Kak, can you don't waste your time and just stay where you are now? Mungkin ada hikmahnya kakak masuk BCA, Insyaallah your opportunities will be there. Rezeki masing-masing :)"

So, i guess i'm staying no matter what :)
This July Insyallah my 1st year will be over! YAY!
and and also bcos everytime I didn't listen to my mum, I'll regret and things will go wrong.
so jyeah mum, i'm listening to you this time round.
thanks for being here for me always.
and love, i so need your motivation and support.
being in school without the bestest peeps around will be hard for me.
boooyah!
i'm gonna miss you two!thanks fer being a great friend of mine all this while! ;D

and i stare blissfully at the stars.

2009-02-02T21:17:00.003+08:00

frankly speaking,

i miss the long long hours of talking on the phone with you.

and and i miss the frequent short meet ups.

i swear i miss it!

clingy,am i?

i don't think so. If that's called clingy,then be fair people.

Meeting your friends everyday is CLINGY too,right???

NO?! then go kill yourself!

valentine BABES?!

2009-02-02T00:47:00.003+08:00

keluar!rumah!
Calling all babes!February 14 in celebration of cik shahs wan kembangs birthday(not valentines day eh pls),please make your way down for a bowling session!Yeah ladies,lets show our *coughs non-existent* bowling skills!Yang tetibe ader boyfriends,ader teman tapi terlebih mesra tu,be prepared to be interoggated eh.kan sharing into caring.More details,check hp masing2.;)ps/.orang lain yg birthday,org lain pulak semangat gilaaa..

as according to diyanah giler rabak's blog.

boyfie,boyfie?next saturday can't be for you. :(

i know,i dont' celebrate valentines but it's a SATURDAY sey!

but all pushed aside for my beloved babes!

and dee,if you plan to interrogate,SORRY CANT HEAR YOU AT A BOWLING ALLEY!

hahahha!sharing,sharing.caring,caring lah...lain OK!

and my bowling skills do have *coughs existence* HAHA.

and hp tkde pape pon!

and and and!diyanah memang semangat keKENTALans!

S.T.O.P!

2009-02-01T00:04:00.000+08:00

if only i have the power to stop the time,

I WOULD LOVE TO DO SO!

"How do you kill time?"

You're asking me how do i kill time when TIME IS ACTUALLY KILLING ME?!

1st up: My DP assignment it's sppose to due in 1 months' time but it's due tomorrow!and the last drawing is NOT READY!

2nd down: My DS project is due on Friday and it's NOT DONE!not even one bit!

3rd up down: I'm missing my boyfie so much and so badly that i feel like KILLING time for not letting us have time to meet!

so,S.T.O.P!!!!!!

o.o perhaps,it doesnt work?!the clock's still ticking!tick-tock-tick-tock-tick-tock!

p.s: dalam banyak-banyak dapur...DAPUR APE PALING PANJANG?!

jawapannya adalah: dapur kak LONG!

thanks ehhh cousins-cousinsku semua,i had a wonderful crazy time last night!we'll gather again for some PAINTBALL?!ok,KARAOKE?!or maybe MARINA BARAGE?!what say you?!

AYE AYE CAPTAIN!who's live in the pineapple under the sea?

haha!gosh.save ME!

piccies piccies!

2009-01-31T00:57:00.001+08:00

we had a family dinner at mak's place.

and hang out at ECP.

do check out, Shabrina's blog.

she's darn vivid.haha!i wanna go sleep :)

sayang kamu!

2009-01-30T23:28:00.002+08:00

sayang, cheer up alrighte?

life's like that.

a lil' painful, a lil' beautiful.

i'm sure you'll be able to cope with it.

cos you're strong enough.

and you're strong bcos you're my SUPERHERO!

look at the bright side and brighten up!

and remember, no matter what, no matter when, no matter where,

I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU,HONEY! :)

to accompany your loneliness.

to brighten your day.

to listen to your silence.

and to make you smile all day.

life's like that.

2009-01-30T01:06:00.004+08:00

life's beautiful isnt it?

especially when your loved ones are close to you.

pampering you with love,care and concern.

life couldn't be better.

now i see the beauty of life.

after so long having my url as thebeautifulthingsinmylife, now then i realized.

this is the most beautiful feeling ever.

i'm so glad and thankful, He finally unlocks the doors to my heart.

bringing peace and harmony into my daily pictures.

teaching me to appreciate nature and the loved ones while they're still here with me.

Let us think about the way how many of us treat our parents.

We shy away from them when they may need something.

We never visit them if we are away from them.

In fact, many people dispose of their parents in retirement homes.

And when an argument ignites between our parents and us, many of us shout at them as if we were arguing with our worst enemy,

May Allah protect us all.

Compare this to those that came before us.

Dhibyaan ibn Ali ath-Thowree (ra) used to travel with his mother to Makkah.

There in the scorching heat he would dig a little pool and fill it with cool water.

Then he would turn to his mother and say, "Ummi, sit in this water to cool yourself."
For many of us, our friends are more precious to us than our mother and father.

We are forgetful of the time, but I hope I've reminded you now.

And it's never to late to seek forgiveness :)

"You're always complaining about your Mother's nagging, when I don't even have a Mother,"

- an old friend of mine.

p.s: 17 going 18. I realized i'm someone appreciative now. Numbers do make a difference :) Your soft personality is in YOU, you just need to search for it sincerely.

FUN fun Fun!

2009-01-27T21:59:00.007+08:00

weee!let's see.

saturday i went Parkway Parade.

shopping with family :)

and ibu decided to give us a treat at Swensens!

weeeeeheee!thank you!

and while the kids were camwhoring!the parents were playing games!

and sunday!

kota tinggi!

waterfall!!

gosh!

it was refreshing :)

i swear i'm so tired to blabber all about it.

so let the pictures do the talking...

and i got loads of things to do.

booooyah!

beauty is skin-deep!

2009-01-24T00:55:00.002+08:00

i was having my auto-cad lesson.
and at the same time was viewing my online friends network.
namely Facebook and Friendster.
and i have this guy friend who went,
"Heh! Jambu! Kenalkan kenalkan! Heh! Baik sia! Heh! Cute sia!"
and so on and on and on.
FISH you!

what's up with people and looks?!
very important?!
i give you two choices, HEARTS or LOOKS?!
you decide.
for me, you already know.
3 pasts.3 bitterness.3 based on LOOKS experiences.
and i disliked myself for that.
THINK! :)

looks may be deceiving.

2009-01-24T00:17:00.003+08:00

HAH!bring me down some more!
i got enough for today. infact, i was at my lowest.
i went to acorn for nothing. all my paperwork! shieks!
and my RESULTS were like a piece of shit.
yes i passed everything, but a PASS is not what i aimed for.
my GPA 3.5 is totally out of the picture now.
emotional breakdown.
"Hey,anak ibu sayang! Cheer up! Ibu tak marah pun. Ibu tahu anak ibu ada potential, boleh belajar. I see a bright future ahead of you, just manage your time wisely ok?"

that totally changed everything. i promise i wont let you down, mum :)
and meanwhile, i think i'm ready to do it.
bringing myself closer to The Almighty One.
cos if i bring myself closer to people, they will only tend to hurt me more.
SO? TWO steps back please!

''never put trust in friends''
hakiminho''....Chapter 6....''welcome to the world of being yourselves,'' says:
learn to use enemy
hakiminho''....Chapter 6....''welcome to the world of being yourselves,'' says:
the enemy will stick close to you like brothers
hakiminho''....Chapter 6....''welcome to the world of being yourselves,'' says:
while your friend plays a mask
MY SAY??? : VERY TRUE :)

Saying For The Day: Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.

:(

2009-01-23T01:39:00.002+08:00

I made a card for Love.

Excuse the wordings,i should have drew not wrote.stupid me!

But unfortunately,we didn't get to meet before he departs for his trip on Saturday.

And it will be so stupid to ask him to drop by just to give him this card.

NO??? but it sounds stupid to me...

Hopefully,we'll get to spend time together after he comes back.

Meanwhile,it'll be a long break for CNY.

Happy Chinese New Year People!

and I'm so waiting for Saturday, Sunday and Monday!

weeee :)

alrightey.ssshhhh!

i'm up for some surprise for my family LATER!

wait up! :) teeeheee!

p.s: Kak! See i told you! Alhamdulilah Syukur!

be thankful.

2009-01-21T20:52:00.004+08:00

I'm happy for you sis:)
You're just a step away.
I'm very sure everything will turn out fine.
Expect the unexpected, yes you should.
But do think positive always.
You know I'm always here for you.
In times of good or bad, happy or sad
I don't have much to offer but I hope,
My prayers, My concern and My listening ears would help :)

Allah Maha Pengampun, Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang.
Everyone makes mistake.
Be it small or big.
NO one is perfect.
Practically, NO ONE.

You don't have to listen to what others would say.
You don't have to care about what others would think.
"Tak mati dek keji, tak hidup dek puji."
It's your life. It's your choice. It's your responsibility.

And we, as ordinary human beings, don't have the rights to judge nor to criticize.
Face the mirror and ask yourself, "Am I so perfect to criticize others?"
and jolly well make sure your two feets are sticking to the ground.
Jadi?

"Adakah kamu cukup sempurna untuk mengutuk orang lain?"
Tepuk dada, tanya selera. Jawapannya sudah teramatlah nyata :)

farc.

2009-01-21T01:17:00.003+08:00

Jangan suka memandai-mandai

dan janganlah bodoh sombong.

P.A.S.S.I.O.N!

2009-01-19T18:42:00.002+08:00

Dear Sir/Madam,
I'm Nur Su'aidah Bte Soib from DDIL1a and I'm writing this letter to request a change of timing for my friday evening Cad classes. As scheduled, my Cad classes will be held on every Friday evening from 6.30pm to 9.30pm. However, I have compulsory dance classes to attend on every Friday evening. Therefore, I would like to seek your co-operation to excuse me from attending the Friday evening classes and join DDIL1b for the Tuesday evening classes instead. In addition, I've already informed the trainer involved, Mr Zait Ismail, regarding this matter.
Thank You.

woohooo!see that?!haha!it's called passion!HAHA!
compulsory...banyak punye compulsory..
nenek aku pon tahu aku temberang wak kachang soya.
HAHA!but no choice.
i really wanna get my butt back to sriwana :)
i'm gaining weight.fishball noodle :p
and instead of spending my friday nights in school, i'd rather spend it in Tapac.booohoohooo!

princess?

2009-01-18T22:19:00.003+08:00

"Kak! Quick! We're late already!"

"OMG! Can you like shuttup?! We're princesses! We're never late! Everyone was simply way too early!"

princesses.yuhh right.

sue,DREAM ON!

HAHA!heh.

i went out with kak elz and mar just now.

and we had girls talk at mac khatib after we'd done with our work.

and then kak elz left.

so mar and me went northpoint.

for window shopping with our ice-creams :)

but it turned out to SHOPPING for flip-flops for mar!

she bought a pair of orange iPANEMA flip-flops.

and i'm gonna get the RED one :)

weeeheee.

and the $89.00 checkered black PUMA bag!

OMG!i can faint.

you wait,baggy. you're gonna last on the shelf only for a week now :p

life's too hectic.

2009-01-17T09:26:00.007+08:00

oh,thankyou.

all these while i realized that what mum said was true.

"If you can't take good care of yourself, don't bother commiting to take care of others.

Because when you fail to do so,you'll be full of guilt"

i really didn't mean it.

i swear.

if not i won't be volunteering to do so,right?

shieks!and i was planning to go to work today BUT

here i am sitting on my bed,with a blanket over me.

my eyes are sore and i'm down with flu.

i look like a damn panda in cold.

life's too hectic i guess.

then you'll go,"Life's too hectic,complain! Life's too boring,also complain!"

it's only the mid of January,and i'm blowing off.

my mind's all haywired.

i guess it's because i didn't take a real break for a getaway.

i am very sure,i hadn't done my ritual shopping for so long.

i need to do something to make me stand strong and calm myself.

a trip overseas, is incredibly awesome :)

i just need a break.

how i wish i could fly.

i faced too much bitterness nowadays,one after another,it's taking a TOLL on me!

and that's making me low and pushing me way down.

if you can see,nowadays i'm way too sensitive and even if you're joking or didn't mean it,still

"I perceived a tone of SARCASM in your voice,"

-originates from Abdul Hakim Hj Ahmad

i don't wish to talk to anyone now.

cos i'm afraid i'll get lower.

life's an informal school!

2009-01-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

yes,according to facebook,thanks to zai.
you will know that i started school at 8.30am and ended at 9pm just now.
for the very first time of my school life :)
and yes.it was a very tiring and one piece of HELL!
and i was walking around like a zombie!
adding to that,people around me was SO testing my patience!
and made my mood damn down down DOWN!
but i swore i learnt a lot today.

1) appreciate your mum while you have her,don't complain about her nagging!
2) always put effort and work hard in whatever you do
3) never regret and look back
4) spend your money wisely
5) plan your time and schedule your day
6) never ever trust guys
7) never love someone too much
8) never use vulgarities even when you're in anger

all these are learnt from reading the newspaper in the garden,visiting NYP for DAE,talking with the NYP lecturers,eating 3 times at school!forgetting about returning home with kak elza,quarelling with sham,and then talking to him on the phone.haiz.and boyfie is not helping by not texting me :(
darn,i simply hate this FRIDAY!

intake baby :)

2009-01-16T19:50:00.003+08:00

SRIWANA'S REGISTRATION FOR 2009 INTAKES IS NOW OPEN!

Date / Day : Jan 17th '09 (Sat) or Jan 24th, '09 (Sat)

Time : We are open from 2 pm till 5 pm

Location :Sriwana Studio182, Cecil street #03-03Telok Ayer Performing Arts Centre(T.A.P.A.C)

Nearest MRT : Tg Pagar Station

Adults - from 13 years of age onwards.

Children - from 6yrs (K2) to 12yrs (Pri 6)

Registration fee : S$12.00*

For more info, kindly email to one of the followings :

Zi Sriwana > harziana@sriwana.com

Joji Sriwana > fauzi@sriwana.com

info@sriwana.com

* Terms & Conditions apply

HAPPY 18th BABE!

2009-01-16T00:00:00.003+08:00

FAZLIN SAIRI! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BATHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRDDAY TO FAZLIN!

HAPPY BDAY FAZLIN!

lalalalalala....

booo!babe!it's your special day!

get up and GRIN :)

GRIN CEPAT GRIN,cos it's ME wishing you!

not everyone's fortunate enough to be featured in my blog okie!

HAHA!

alrightey!haiz!16 january baby!

16 JANUARY 1991 at 2AM!

KANDANG KERBAU bulltizens! :p

same same lah!hi-5 siket!HAHA!

babe,now u're 18! (dah tua sey!bukan nak tunggu aku!)

i wish you all the best in future endeavours.

stay happy,joy and contented with your family,friends,love and all :)

may you be blessed in whatever you do.

may you stay in good health and may Allah bukakan pintu rezki dan panjangkan umur :)

boohooohooo!

and thanks babe!for being a wonderful friend,a loyal reader and a great blogger!

on top of all,thanks for your help in KICK-starting me in my financial accounts!

LOVE YA and stay old! :p

ooops!i mean stay JAMBU!

it's a bedtime story!

2009-01-15T13:58:00.004+08:00

hey BUGSY!
it's a bedtime story!
it's MY bedtime story!
HAHA!

i posted about it 2 days ago.
and now.
thank God!alhamdulilah!
everything's fine.
except for.....
never mind.
i hope everything'll be fine and fine and fine.
okie!boohoohoohoohooo!
i'm off to work now!blog soon earthlings!
:)

p.s: anyone got a NEW ipod touch to sell?for say,$100???HAHA!

life is harder than what you thought.

2009-01-13T21:23:00.002+08:00

beauty in your eyes, may not be beauty in my life.

my life is not as beautiful as you thought it is.

i'm nowhere near perfect.

i'm not even near to average.

i've finally chose to lighten up,sit back and share.

the best feeling in this world.

the best BESTEST feeling on earth,is to be close to your family.

and i bet i've totally lost it.

all eyes on me.yea.

partially i, who'd been living in this world as a perfectionist who never admits my mistakes, now admit that i'm wrong.

i asked too much from a couple of traditional people.

FREEDOM is all i wanted.

to fly free but knowing my limits.

however, beatings, harsh scoldings and heart-breaking words were all i got.

thankyousomuch.

and that's totally not the right way to educate.

they....

~~i've finally chose to lighten up,sit back and share.~~

bottomline.don't turn bad just because of these.if people don't treat you right,

YOU treat yourself right then.

contradicting?i'm awared.

and apologies people for unentertained texts and calls, invitations and the fake smile i put on.

from Sue to Dyn.

live. love. LAUGH.

weeeeeeeee!!! bakery!

behind the secret of a meeting.

tetito tirato tatool :)

from Sue to Dyn.

fate is magic.

with lots of love,

anemia insomniac.

karya hasil Yasmin Ahmad

sesungguhnya....

the eyebrow dance.

ibu, permata hatiku =)

Ramadhan is here!

di saat ku memerlukan...

for you, i'll be a better person.

Happy 13th Months, baby!

bisikan sang bayu.

faded footsteps.

princess catnip came to play.

full of gases.

when there's us, the world is complete.

i wish life's a bliss.

diverticulitis? keropok lemau itis?

i want nobody, nobody but ME!

when i thought i can live by myself.

tsk tsk tsk.

COACH Maggie Collection.

lets get serious...

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hyper to the dyper.

too close to danger.

double date =D

HAPPY 1st ANNIVERSARY, BABY!

kantoi...

baby,baby i love you!

remember me?

goodbye,farewells!

crazy scary mazy.

MAZE CRAZE.

vivir la vida al máximo!

when the world goes lalalalala - -

life! what life?!

tooth-ache no tooth-ache!

no matter what you do,

swine oh SWINE.

SHOP till you drop!

hindi night fever!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

girlfriends and shopping!

choose the room!

3 reasons for you to BE SEEN at the movies!

valiente hasta luego.

Blog Shop.

SENTOSA love.

Happy 22th Bday, LOVE!

Hyper Skyper.

Life's Surprises!

shopaholic,SHOP and HORLICK!

Bday Surprise Momente.

Shopaholic.

happy moments.

HAPPY BDAY to ME!haha!

so much HONEY in my life.

devil wears prada.

happy momente.

i love you!

omg.ily!

like weeee =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!

you're beautiful!

happy 7th monniversary!

no more diet!

ooolala baby!

i love family!!!

girlfriends!!!!

fate.